"I don't know...I guess I just am impatient to fix myself. There's a lot of sitting and waiting on myself to get with the program that I wish didn't exist..." working on yourself isn't like learning a new skill from a text book and that sucks, truly.

"If you gave me a twelve step program all at once instead of tackling each little thing at a time...but I don't think it really works like that, does it?"