That some part of it will be disappointing to her. Or that she'll disappear or they'll wake me up before it happens. But I'm also relieved that I have a plan, and it's one that I like, because I was a little worried it'd all feel too unnatural for me and I'd just be putting up with it for her. I don't mind doing stuff that doesn't come naturally to me for her benefit, but doing stuff I hate for her benefit seems... wrong. And she wouldn't want me to do that, either.
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[She says slowly, her brow furrowing.]
That some part of it will be disappointing to her. Or that she'll disappear or they'll wake me up before it happens. But I'm also relieved that I have a plan, and it's one that I like, because I was a little worried it'd all feel too unnatural for me and I'd just be putting up with it for her. I don't mind doing stuff that doesn't come naturally to me for her benefit, but doing stuff I hate for her benefit seems... wrong. And she wouldn't want me to do that, either.