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No clue. How does happy feel to you?

That depends on the sort of happiness, I guess. Sometimes I feel it in my chest, but pleasant. A lightening.

But you feel it as an emotion too, right? In your brain?

I recognize it for what it is, yes.

Okay.

I don't get lightness so much.

That's alright.

Do you get it ever?

I don't think so. If things are going well in an exciting way, my body feels electrified. If things are going well in a more subdued way, I'm, uh-- bored sometimes. Blank sometimes, but not in a bad way. Other times - my body is relaxed. It feels like I'm sinking, but into a pool where I know exactly where the bottom is.

Do you feel secure then?

[She exhales, slowly.]

I do. Or did.

Not anymore? What changed?

The simulations. Every time I thought I might be in reality, I was wrong.

This place makes it worse, you know? All the things that shouldn't exist, all the rooms that don't fit into each other, the Enclosure.