That is it, I suspect. I enjoy company of Ken and Allan, but as one is my inmate and the other is inmate's long-term right-here normal-commitment full-time boyfriend, relationship is a bit different from 'friend.'
Alright, I want you to try something a little - risky for me. I'd like for you to start reading over those conversations from friends in the safety of your room, and then play the song. Focus on their words for as long as you can. Whatever strong emotion that you feel, I want you to feel it.
I will stand outside of your room to ensure no one enters.
When you come back to yourself, you can open the door.
[ But Hilbert will stand, assuming Sheehan will follow, as he starts to make his way back to his own room. Though he's keeping his voice calm, it's obvious Hilbert is a little nervous about all this. ]
[ Hilbert nods. When they reach his room, he takes a moment to gather himself before looking over at Sheehan. ]
Suspect I will be finished in...ten or so minutes?
[ And he steps inside. He does just what the doctor instructed: he listens to a few conversations still saved on his device. One from Eiffel, one from Crozier, one from Silver. He focuses on his friends. He focuses on their words. And then, Hilbert hits play on the trigger.
About five minutes later, once the song has stopped playing and Hilbert's snapped back to normal, he opens the door and steps outside of his room. With a little frown, he admits, ]
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Objectively ridiculous can be a good thing.
Crozier, though. You enjoyed his company, didn't you?
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He was easy to like.
Who else would fall in that category?
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[ A small pause before, ]
That is it, I suspect. I enjoy company of Ken and Allan, but as one is my inmate and the other is inmate's long-term right-here normal-commitment full-time boyfriend, relationship is a bit different from 'friend.'
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It is, of course.
How have they taken the news of what happened?
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[ Ken and Allan...who knows, man. ]
It felt nice to have my own anger validated.
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[He links his hands together.]
Alright, I want you to try something a little - risky for me. I'd like for you to start reading over those conversations from friends in the safety of your room, and then play the song. Focus on their words for as long as you can. Whatever strong emotion that you feel, I want you to feel it.
I will stand outside of your room to ensure no one enters.
When you come back to yourself, you can open the door.
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Alright. Shall we go to my room now?
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[He rubs the back of his neck.]
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[ But Hilbert will stand, assuming Sheehan will follow, as he starts to make his way back to his own room. Though he's keeping his voice calm, it's obvious Hilbert is a little nervous about all this. ]
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Apologies. It's a habit I formed. [He does follow along behind him, not wanting to contribute to his nervousness by making him talk.]
I'm going to be right outside the door. No one in, no one out.
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Suspect I will be finished in...ten or so minutes?
[ And he steps inside. He does just what the doctor instructed: he listens to a few conversations still saved on his device. One from Eiffel, one from Crozier, one from Silver. He focuses on his friends. He focuses on their words. And then, Hilbert hits play on the trigger.
About five minutes later, once the song has stopped playing and Hilbert's snapped back to normal, he opens the door and steps outside of his room. With a little frown, he admits, ]
I...do not know if anything happened.
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Maybe not, but we have a starting point. We can keep trying this, trying different pairings, until we find something that decreases that time.
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[ As far as Hilbert's concerned, trying random things is the best way to go about this. ]
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Then give it a week and we can try it again.
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[Sheehan gives him a nod, then starts to walk away before he remembers:]
Try and rest, Doctor.
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[ which...honestly, he's gonna try and rest right now. After all, he doesn't have a shift for a while. ]