You care about me because you're my warden. I'm not an idiot, Dr. Sheehan. I know we'd never be friends if we weren't paired. You'd barely talk to me. The only reason you do, the only reason you say you care about me is cause we're paired.
If you really wanted to help, you wouldn't say useless stuff like 'I don't have a deal.' You could use a deal to donate money to an orphanage. Or end a disease. Or help rebuild after a natural disaster. You know. Stuff that actually helps.
I don't think you want to help. I think you just want to see immediate results.
There are plenty of ways you can actually help that aren't the Barge. But none of them give that immediate satisfaction of a person being alive again or a plate of cookies from the Admiral.
[ Nana gives Sheehan a bright smile and a nod, though her cheerful Banana exterior isn't making it's way to her eyes. She's going through the motions, smiling and grinning, but she's so done and it's so apparent. ]
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I know you were worried about him.
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[ she is LYING through her teeth. ]
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[But this isn't their first meeting. This isn't the way that he wants their interactions to go.]
I think that you might be covering some emotions.
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You don't want to know what I'm covering. Even if you're my warden. You're not gonna like it.
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And you don't know if we'd talk or not. We talked before.
You know I don't have a deal, right? That I'm here because I want to be. Because I - want to help you.
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I don't think you want to help. I think you just want to see immediate results.
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Why don't you have a psychiatric practice?
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I tried. It didn't go well. I still see people, though.
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And Andrew's, too.
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[ And five minutes later, there's a knock on Sheehan's door. ]
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Go on and sit. I've got the water boiling.
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Do you need any help with the tea?
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He holds them out to her along with a few boxes of tea.
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"What would you like to know? From the beginning, or just about my practice?"
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