[Nearly an hour goes by before she answers - and when she finally does, her voice sounds flatter than usual, and miles more tired.]
I'm sick of living in fantasy worlds. I've had enough of that. If she's dead for good, if they recaptured me and the whole deal thing is just a lie that I was stupid and desperate enough to believe, I'd rather just stop thinking about her as much as possible. I'd rather put everything about her in a box in my head and lock it.
[She gives no explanation whatsoever of who "she" is.]
I'm so sick of not knowing what's real and what isn't.
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Date: 2023-06-12 05:52 pm (UTC)I'm sick of living in fantasy worlds. I've had enough of that. If she's dead for good, if they recaptured me and the whole deal thing is just a lie that I was stupid and desperate enough to believe, I'd rather just stop thinking about her as much as possible. I'd rather put everything about her in a box in my head and lock it.
[She gives no explanation whatsoever of who "she" is.]
I'm so sick of not knowing what's real and what isn't.