[It's hard to focus. His head is spinning, he can feel sweat chilling on the back of his neck, his chest is on fire and he's sure he's going to throw up.
For someone who has issues with control, the entire thing is a complete nightmare.
He grits his teeth together and tries again. Breathing slowly is hard with how he feels like he can't exhale properly, but he presses his heels into the deck and he tries.
In— Out—
It isn't perfect by any means, but something eases. He grips fretfully at his knee, his knuckles turning white.
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Date: 2025-03-06 02:05 am (UTC)For someone who has issues with control, the entire thing is a complete nightmare.
He grits his teeth together and tries again. Breathing slowly is hard with how he feels like he can't exhale properly, but he presses his heels into the deck and he tries.
In— Out—
It isn't perfect by any means, but something eases. He grips fretfully at his knee, his knuckles turning white.
In... and out.]