"I don't even really consider it work any more...I just do it." It isn't extra labor, it's a process constantly running in the back of his mind, "unless I know I'm going to have a conversation like the one I had this morning...like I said though, I didn't give myself much time to walk myself through it, so...less time doing that work."
That doesn't mean he didn't at all, he'd had a full twelve or so hours between that he spent thinking about it since he hadn't wanted to bring it up to Alexei as he was going to bed, that didn't seem fair.
"I don't remember ever not doing that either...which is why I was so confused when he was surprised I was doing it." It never even occurred to him to bring it up because why would he? It was normal.
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Date: 2025-03-07 02:14 am (UTC)That doesn't mean he didn't at all, he'd had a full twelve or so hours between that he spent thinking about it since he hadn't wanted to bring it up to Alexei as he was going to bed, that didn't seem fair.
"I don't remember ever not doing that either...which is why I was so confused when he was surprised I was doing it." It never even occurred to him to bring it up because why would he? It was normal.