Okay. Then, yeah, I had romantic... something for her. But that's not what I meant by hungry; I got hungry when I was a kid and found out my dad died, too.
[Pangs of distress interpreted as pangs of hunger. Grief interpreted as a different biological impulse.]
I don't think so. If things are going well in an exciting way, my body feels electrified. If things are going well in a more subdued way, I'm, uh-- bored sometimes. Blank sometimes, but not in a bad way. Other times - my body is relaxed. It feels like I'm sinking, but into a pool where I know exactly where the bottom is.
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Date: 2023-06-12 11:00 pm (UTC)[Pangs of distress interpreted as pangs of hunger. Grief interpreted as a different biological impulse.]
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Date: 2023-06-13 01:27 am (UTC)It's hard to figure out what our feelings are when our bodies take priority.
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Date: 2023-06-13 01:39 am (UTC)Re: audio
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Date: 2023-06-13 01:53 am (UTC)Empty is sad, I guess. Or defeated.
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Date: 2023-06-13 02:53 pm (UTC)Re: audio
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Date: 2023-06-13 03:16 pm (UTC)I don't get lightness so much.
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Date: 2023-06-13 05:02 pm (UTC)Do you get it ever?
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Date: 2023-06-13 05:58 pm (UTC)Re: audio
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Date: 2023-06-13 11:03 pm (UTC)I do. Or did.
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Date: 2023-06-13 11:08 pm (UTC)audio
Date: 2023-06-13 11:24 pm (UTC)This place makes it worse, you know? All the things that shouldn't exist, all the rooms that don't fit into each other, the Enclosure.
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Date: 2023-06-14 08:23 pm (UTC)It makes sense, Ms. Shaw.
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Date: 2023-06-14 08:28 pm (UTC)[It means something, hearing that.]
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Date: 2023-06-14 11:37 pm (UTC)We'll talk later, okay?
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Date: 2023-06-15 11:24 am (UTC)