"You do better," he answers. "You keep your nose clean. Do the work, work
on yourself. Acknowledge that you hurt people. But do not let them hurt you
back," he tells him firmly.
He's not sure how to do any of that, other than acknowledge that he hurt people cause he's not about to lie, but that last one-
He just nods. He'll figure it out when he gets there, he figures, and no doubt it won't be long. He'll just keep scarce until he's got something decided.
"That's alright," Sheehan says, his smile never wavering. "We have seven more levels to go." They reach the stairs and head down, one hand in his pocket. He whistles a little to himself.
Sheehan nods and gives him a grim smile before he opens the door. His stomach drops. The sight of it, the horrible knowledge that this was a place for a child, it hits him in all the wrong places and, for a moment, he's certain he's going to be sick. It's filthy, dilapidated, a deliberate attempt at cruelty by parents who had means but no will.
"That is not fit for you, Max. I - I have a proposal for you, okay?"
But he straightens up and comes back to Max, all calm.
Something about it makes him uneasy. It's too much. It feels like a second shoe will drop. It feels like a trap. It feels too good to be true, too comfortable. He's scared of being too comfortable. Having Sheehan's cabin still be Sheehan's, so he has to be careful with it and it's not really his... that's fine. But his own place.
His own place that used to be that place.
What if it changed back?
What if the Admiral decided he shouldn't have nice thing?
What if he isn't doing good enough and the Admiral decides he has to push him to do better and he's strapped down again?
That's a much easier question. He nods and he'll take a sip of his own tea. It's nice now, just warm instead of hot. Having warm beverages has been eye-opening. It makes his throat hurt less from the dry.
Sheehan nods and takes him back to the steps, leading him to the third floor. "Is there anything that you need? Anything different in the cabin you're in now? More clothes, bigger bed?"
He shakes his head. "No, Max. This is not about punishment. If punishment like you know worked, you'd have a much different life. We all would, I think."
Re: after fitz's post
Date: 2025-02-06 06:08 pm (UTC)"You do better," he answers. "You keep your nose clean. Do the work, work on yourself. Acknowledge that you hurt people. But do not let them hurt you back," he tells him firmly.
Re: after fitz's post
Date: 2025-02-06 07:05 pm (UTC)He just nods. He'll figure it out when he gets there, he figures, and no doubt it won't be long. He'll just keep scarce until he's got something decided.
Okay.
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Date: 2025-02-06 09:08 pm (UTC)Re: after fitz's post
Date: 2025-02-06 10:29 pm (UTC)But walking around is nice.
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Date: 2025-02-07 02:19 am (UTC)Re: after fitz's post
Date: 2025-02-07 03:21 am (UTC)Then he turns to look back at Sheehan.
It's here. We can go.
Re: after fitz's post
Date: 2025-02-07 03:22 am (UTC)"Which one, Max?"
Re: after fitz's post
Date: 2025-02-07 03:27 am (UTC)But he'll point down the hall, 208. To a rough wooden door that almost looks more like a broken pallet than an actual door.
Re: after fitz's post
Date: 2025-02-07 03:34 am (UTC)"Can I go and look at it, Max? You don't have to come."
Re: after fitz's post
Date: 2025-02-07 04:02 am (UTC)It's not dangerous. I just don't need to see.
Re: after fitz's post
Date: 2025-02-07 02:23 pm (UTC)"That is not fit for you, Max. I - I have a proposal for you, okay?"
But he straightens up and comes back to Max, all calm.
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Date: 2025-02-07 02:50 pm (UTC)Re: after fitz's post
Date: 2025-02-07 03:12 pm (UTC)Re: after fitz's post
Date: 2025-02-07 03:29 pm (UTC)????
Held up for him.
Re: after fitz's post
Date: 2025-02-07 04:04 pm (UTC)Sheehan tilts his head. "Do you want a place just for you?" he wonders. "I love having you in that cabin and you can continue to use it, though."
Re: after fitz's post
Date: 2025-02-07 04:29 pm (UTC)His own place that used to be that place.
What if it changed back?
What if the Admiral decided he shouldn't have nice thing?
What if he isn't doing good enough and the Admiral decides he has to push him to do better and he's strapped down again?
Eyes a little wide with fear, he shakes his head.
Re: after fitz's post
Date: 2025-02-07 05:01 pm (UTC)Sheehan nods. Easy. "That's just fine. You've got the cabin you're in now."
He takes a drink. "Come on. Want to keep going down? Just take a walk before we go back?"
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Date: 2025-02-07 05:23 pm (UTC)Re: after fitz's post
Date: 2025-02-07 08:29 pm (UTC)Re: after fitz's post
Date: 2025-02-07 10:39 pm (UTC)Beds get bigger?
He thought they only got bigger when it was for two people. And he hadn't slept in his parent's bed. He'd just slept on the couch, back then.
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Date: 2025-02-08 02:19 am (UTC)Re: after fitz's post
Date: 2025-02-08 02:46 am (UTC)I'll think about it.
Re: after fitz's post
Date: 2025-02-08 02:50 am (UTC)Re: after fitz's post
Date: 2025-02-08 02:56 am (UTC)Aren't you supposed to fix me? Doesn't that mean you gotta punish me for what I done?
Re: after fitz's post
Date: 2025-02-08 02:11 pm (UTC)He shakes his head. "No, Max. This is not about punishment. If punishment like you know worked, you'd have a much different life. We all would, I think."
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